മനസ്സിന്റെ ഓരോ വിള്ളലുകളിലൂടെയും ഇരുട്ട് എന്നില്‍ വന്നു നിറയുന്നത് ഞാന്‍ അറിയുന്നുണ്ടായിരുന്നു!  

I don't know if I miss..

I don't know if I miss something..
If yes, I don't know what..??? :S

But I know, I always search for
something in inbox..
something in blogs..
something in facebook..
something in my thoughts..

Wait a minute..
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Or am I searching for someone..?
Someone's existence in my life..

If yes, I don't know whom..? 

The Perfect Dream!

Everything was perfect..

I was in a whole new world of peace & serenity..

In the arms of my perfect man!

Drenching in the first rain of summer..

Kissing each other wildly..!!

Suddenly, it became so dark..

With howling wind & pounding rain..

Felt as if I was slipping out of his hands..

Into the avalanche of life..

When I opened eyes, I was in a very familiar room

With an old oil painting on the wall..

Lying on a faded bed sheet, with an unknown man..

But people call him my HUSBAND..

Life is not perfect.. & you won't get the perfect man..

All these can happen only in a "Perfect Dream"..!

Life @ Crossroads!

No one wants me to be me,

They all want me to be the person they want..

I'm not like every other girl,

Who waits for a love filled ending..! 

My roads are different,

They may not intersect with yours..

Leave me at this cross roads,

I don't want you to loose your track..!

Lemme travel alone..

To the unknown destiny.. 

To the unknown world..

Where I believe someone is waiting..!!

Double Life!

I'm living a double life..! 

A life of my dreams.. and,

A life of HIS dreams.. 

A life as the little girl of my family.. and,

A life as the secret woman of HIS life..

A life of happiness, hope & love.. and,

A life of despair, pain & suffering.. 

I'm living a double life...

A life of my dreams.. & a life of HIS dreams..